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I was playing softball and I was put at 3rd for the first time in my life. I was finally getting used to playing 3rd but on our next game our pitcher is coming back and that will change everyone’s positions on the field. I don’t want to leave 3rd and go into the outfield. I really like playing 3rd and don’t want to be told I’m not good enough to be there. WHAT DO I DO?

A girl used to sit next to me in my Biology class, She is very Catholic and I am not. I am happy she is able to believe in her faith. Not many know what I am, religion wise, because she tried for the rest of the year to convert me. I don’t need to believe that God is here to help me, that’s not what I am. If you can believe in Him then good for you, I actually am happy for you but don’t try and make me what I’m not. I believe in the evolution of creatures, how there is evidence that we evolved from Fish or Amps. Some children a born with numbs by their pelvis, proof that we once had tails. I don’t care that you don’t believe me, I am on the side of  Science! Please leave me alone if you just want to tell me my life style is wrong, you are wrong because you think you are superior to other because of the religious belief. I hope people will learn that WE ARE ALL EQUAL!!!!

“Some people care to much I think it’s called love” -Winnie the Pooh

When a person care so much that they loose themselves it is no longer love. Love will allow you to be yourself and be loved all at the same time!!!

All alone even with 3 siblings, my dad works and my mom left us 3 years ago…she lives with her girl friend. I don’t mind that she is gay, what I mind is she will pick her girlfriend over her kids. Messed up I know. It hurts to feel like no one understands you or cares if you live or die. People laugh because I don’t watch TV or text people all day I read. They don’t understand that when they text people about who is dating who, IT DOESN’T MEAN ANYTHING! We are in high school I think 1 out of 80 of us will actually stay with our high school love. I don’t need that drama in my life the kind that will come and give me false hope and then leave in a blink of an eye. I don’t want that life for myself. I want something meaningful to look back and be proud of

We all feel lose. My Uncle committed suicide about 3 year ago and he was my best friend. It hurts to be away from him and everyone will tell you “Oh well he’s in a better place.” Does it look like I care I just want him back. But yelling and screaming will not bring him back I have to stop and think… He had a wife and 2 sons, how did they cope when I’m exploding every time someone says their sorry. You have to realize people will leave, the world will go on, and nothing will change because you wish on a star.

We are all scared or lonely at one part in our lives but we all need to stop and think that eventually we have, had or will have something great in our lives to lift us up.  I hope that those who don’t have anything to fight for will continue anyway because even if you don’t think you are worth anything people all around you care and love you.